5 Nov – In some respects this experience has been so much more than I ever imagined.
I can survive the coldest of temperatures. Be comfortable without air conditioning. Cook a meal for guests with only one burner. Appreciate running water and a hot shower. Live for multiple days with only cold water. Relish fresh, clean air. Survive 10-hour bus rides on pot hole-laden roads without shocks.
I have gained a new level of patience. Learned to communicate my thoughts and feelings more openly. Learned to trust others a little more readily.
I now appreciate a high quality vodka. I look forward to long train rides across the country.
I have slowly come to realize that my decision to leave after the initial two years was the correct one. Still, it was by far one of the most difficult decisions I have ever made.
Those are my thoughts for now. In the coming weeks and months and years I look forward to gaining more clarity of this experience.
